Moving on, I mean, just sticking to living a life not thinking about the things I shouldn’t have done with you in the past. I’m just taking the advantages of the temporary un-overloaded schoolwork and Spring break. I’ve been able to have one of those best nights with the right company doing the things we do. And all of this sure means that I can have so much fun without you. Who are you? boys like you, i’m totally losing all my respect for you. And there is this another person, who I thought I really liked. This was a long ago but we hung out again, and I’ve already told everyone else you know that I liked you and I wanted you. There aren’t not much of big deal between us anymore. I now say hey and stuff when we hang out. We’re cool now. There was just one thing I thought I was kind of annoyed by it. Apparently you were try to hit on another, when we all know that you have a girlfriend. This is so complicated. Why do some boys that already have a girlfriend, and still trying to hit on another girl and make a girl thinks that he MIGHT LIKE her? To me, i’m just one of those kind of girls who would think that you might like me if you talk to me or flirt in some kind of a way… It’s really whatever about you, I shouldn’t even be giving a shit about anything. it was definitely how I wish things could happen the way I wanted to at the moment when I SEE you. Even if we have a thing, nothing would ever happen or even last and the thought of me thinking I want you will not even last for months without your present, not even a week or two.
Last night, like most of the nights I have, I honestly was dancing to every song the entire three to four hours, and did not get even enough of it. The best thing going out to nightclub is the music and the dance floor. I find I have so much more fun than staying in houses then i would just pass out. (Ha) All I want is to have a crowd of people dancing to different kinds of hiphop music and going super dumb to every single song. You see cool ass dance moves and make interesting friends. I’m not even kidding. And yes it is all about hiphop/rap music when it comes to dancing. Rarely anyone i know does that in houses. It’s not even about just “twerking” with somebody, it’s about the music they bump and how we dance to it. Nobody cares about having anybody to dance with now, at least all the girls here don’t. Okay. I was just feeling to type a little but this is it.. Spring break’s over for me at the JC, got class in five hours. Goodnight now.
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