shake paws

shake paws

I thought I taught my seven years old dog how to shake hand this morning. Well, I have been trying a several times to make him understand the command. Again I grabbed a handful treats to make him sit as first, then I wanted to make him lift his paw so I raised the treat up high above his head after he sat down. Then I found out he started digging his hand for the treat in my hand. So I gave him a command in mandarin “shake,” and tapped his hand as a hint, see if he would lift it up again.  I made him practice a several times. Then I started saying the command in English, after awhile he would keep digging his paw the moment I said a word “shake” in English or Taiwanese Mandarin now hahaha.

This afternoon my brother came home and played with him alone found out that the dog is lifting his paw toward him when he talked to the dog. And he thought he has taught the dog how to finally shake hand? I don’t think the dog ever lifted up his hand before this morning.

Everyday...

Everyday

Everyday, we keep doing things that don’t require lots of thinking and attention. People don’t usually like thinking hard for every second right? Constantly checking messages, emails or browsing updates, musics etc is something we do to not have to think hard. We keep getting drawn on the the esay-task things. If we don’t control ourselves, we tend to spend overtime on those things, because it is easy and pleasurable.

(like just staring at some boy’s picture for an hour)

Schoolwork requires a lot of critical thoughts and attention. Most of us aren’t so good at multi-tasking, but we are good at noticing the exciting stuff like some kinds of notifications. All these are easy to be noticed and get drawn into. We get a feeling of pleasure when we notice them.

We enjoy expecting messages that can alter our mood …etc; we like to check repeatedly expecting something great.

oh yeah time flies

Okay my heart hurts to think that school is about to start ..! And I’m leaving Kaohsiung back to california :’( ugh, as much as I know that I need to continue study hard and take care of my college grades…I really don’t feel like going back to school at all!. i wish i could stay longer and celebrate new years holidays together in Taiwan but i have to go home :/. I will become so busy with school again…It’s a dreading school life.

here’s the immature thought…..I really don’t wanna be busy with studying and stressing out for my classes everyday again: ‘( this feels like a nightmare! -___-.

Man this is going wayy too soon…. but I guess I really just need to get back to the school grind.. I need to checkup some things on a laptop but I don’t get to use one here…. I’ve been using my smartphone’s Wi-Fi the entire break in Taiwan! No doubt that my dad will let Mr use his laptop searching webs…. idk… I kind of want to start looking over my classes’ syllabus and some other process for my applications that I need to go through.. I have some essays to write for financial aid too…. I’m sure I might have to worry about that when I first get back.

and I’m not sure if I should look for a new job when I get back.. or I’ll probably be working on applying for scholarships…alright it’s almost four AM over here and I better rest..and wake up earlier!

bisexual (nothing too srs)

bisexual

So i just thought of one of my middle school teachers. when I went to see her at school after almost five years long, she asked me if I have a boyfriend because almost everyone seems to have a stable boyfriend or girlfriend? I said no, and i haven’t been in a relationship for three years now! I haven’t been in a single committed relationship for years. Then she asked me if I am bisexual !!! = =”

I was like uh…hell no. i’m pretty sure i’m not bisexual…… that got me laughing because i have jokingly asked a friend long time ago at a nightclub, doubting myself if i actually like girls more than boys LOL just because I didn’t FEEL like dancing with the boys AT THE TIME.  I wasn’t with any boys when each of my friends got a guy with them. o_o. Then at the end it seemed frustrating because i wasn’t interested.

I thought it was so boring that there were no cute boys. ««  just kidding.

It’s either the ones that seemed cool to me that weren’t interested in getting know more about me or the ones that kept talking to me, i wasn’t interested. hahahaha.  Although personality > Looks.. looks are slightly important because it’s what we see when we hang out right….But when I get to know about someone, he is either too nice, too boring, too ghetto, too weird (the really weird weird awkward one that makes me say “UH’) too shy, too cocky, too thin, too short or too dirty… lol it’s frustrating.

At the end I only care about whether the person cares about his own future or not. i’m not going to say more about relationships, it would go on forever. it’s been three years because I don’t commit my time to it when there was somebody .I don’t really have goals for relationships right now. I often just go with the flow. Let it come and go

Now back to what I was thinking about.

I ADORE and admire some pretty people like girls physically BUT I’m NOT SEXUALLY ATTRACTED TO GIRLS. i’m sexually attracted to the opposite of my sex. ….. = =” i’m sure i’m straight.

I LOVE BOYS THOUGH there is def nothing wrong to say I love my girl friends. There is a line between friendship and a relationship. Right now I just think that line is sexual attraction, besides that, then you’ll love and care for the person because of his personality and what he does, not how he looks. 

I love to be with girls but i cannot makeout with them..or anything more than friends like that ……