She cares/worries too much about me sometimes.

Last Friday, I got like over 6 missed calls from my roomate while she was at one of my friends’ place, and I was supposed to be there. I was just drinking in our own place and hanging out with one of my guy friends… and I know she was kind of worried that something might have gone wrong between me and my friend! I guess I shouldn’t have told her that how awkward I felt, or she wouldn’t keep thinking about me that night. But i knew what I was doing, nothing bad happened at all. I also kept getting texts that asking me if I was okay….. It’s really funny how we all over think something and actually imagine that something bad might happen when everything is just fine. It really can ruin a good time..

I just agree that my friend is really assertive but maybe the alcohol also cause some people to be over- reacting and twisting things around in their mind. I feel pretty awful to let my friends worry about me. But seriously, i’m an adult and that night, I was pretty cleared that I just wanted to chill with my friend for a bit. Apparently, I’ve already known my friend; he wasn’t a stranger that I just met. They really shouldn’t have worried about it… or even ruined a good time.

NorCal-Sick

First time ever I feel homesick for some places back in northern California. “dammn…. I never knew I can be ‘homesick’ for a city…” It is in this strangest moments that hits me. I just saw a picture of the San Francisco Bay area, and it looks so beautiful and reminds me of so many things… makes me long to be there. 

It is different here. I insanely miss the vibe, the smell..,the breeze.. the people, the music and the clubs, and the weather over there.. And wearing a hoodie sweater here in the morning reminds me of SF. I miss the bridges and the ocean, I miss the buildings in the city so much and driving pass all of them. I miss trying pho restaurants. I miss driving my ghetto car and hustling. And I miss the ratchetness in people at night clubs. I miss faster cell phone connection and wireless internet on my phone, because there is no wifi at my place and there is very little cell phone reception. My iphone’s signal always appears to be one or two bars. Also, I miss walking my dog very very very very much. I want a picture/ video with him. I miss having a whole night time to type out my feelings on tumblr. But now, I rarely got any chill time to do so. And I seriously miss working out everyday crazily especially going outdoor running and sweating like CRAY.  Here at school, there are a lot of things going on every night. I would get hit on about parties on weekends and events. It’s very tempted to not stay home. During weekdays, I have no time to think about home. I either try to fix my own food or try to concentrate on what homework is due tomorrow while roommates are here. But then, when days like Sunday right now, I don’t know how to start my paper, and two of my roommates are at Hoodie Allen’s concert for the day, I finally get to quiet down myself and blog about my random state of mind and the city that I miss.

 I know this is weird. I know before I moved down to Irvine, I’m always convinced that how great and grand it’ll be to drop everything and leave for something new and fresh. And when I get down here and try to settle, I realize that the nest I had back home is just what I’m much more used to. Not that I don’t enjoy being in Irvine, everything is fine. Opportunities are everywhere. I love it here, but I love SF more. I’m just kind of self-fish. I want these two areas to only be close together so that I can enjoy being in both places at once. You know what i mean?

Like wow. I just wanted to get it all off my chest, what being back in the bay area means to me now that I’m not there. It meant more to me than I ever expected.

wow.. i have been in my room since 4 pm trying to write for my Journalism class. -_____-  gotta stay focus…….. or else i’m going to have to do it in the morning again before class starts, which is a horrible way to do it..

SO GLAD that today I got a ride to Target to finally return 5 different itms that I didn’t necessarily need. And I got a total of $85 back in my card. It’s such a relieve that I didn’t end up spending more money than I expected.

Newport Beach hustlin' !

Irvine Spectrum Center! and palm trees

Some PALM TREES! something that I don’t see much in the bay area. :)

And this is my first time @ the Irvine Spectrum Center. So many stores….400+ roughly…didn’t get to go to that many. But it's definitely a giant outdoor shopping mall. Lining in the line for the bus back to the campus…. 

And the last ones are when I was on the bridge on my way to get my free uci sweatshirt… I thought the view up there looked super finnnne.

Mission Peak hike! #bayHype

Some Mission peak pics post exclusive for today before I Facebook and instagram it tomorw! haha.

Easier than I thought. If you’re runner, in shape, or at least physically active, Mission peak is a piece of cake! The continuous incline over 3 miles to the peak was  amazing. I carried almost 2 liters of bottle water and other stuff to add some more weights to my body too. What a nice workout!What a good workout though :) 

Zodiac sign

okay I’ve found learning about astrology signs is super interesting! Reading and interpreting all the characteristic of zodiac signs might become one of my new hobbies now. 

I come across in one of leo’s descriptions, and before, I’ve also read this anywhere that there’s a short description about the sign. I just now feel like to bring it up because I didn’t even realize that it’s kind of true until I think about myself, “the secret of the Leo is that they need to be needed.” This is interesting to know. Looking at myself, I can agree this to be true in leo’s deep inside! it seems like leo can pretend very well but deep inside actually yarn for friends’ appreciation for somethings. And they will be greatly happier. I think it’s true that I can do anything much happier and more comfortable if there is a following of people who agree with me, showing a sense of support for what i’m doing.

I mean, i’ve always liked to read my horoscope from time to time to check for guidelines when i’m in doubts. I’ve always thought it’s fun that not only understanding our own personality helps us to discover our purpose in life, helps to bring out our suppressed desires and wishes and but also we learn our strengths and weaknesses. NOT just only mine but also helps in knowing the better side my lovers and friends and the person who I just recently meet, and find out the reasons why they behave differently to a given situation. I found things interesting reading the signs of the people that I care about, I get to learn about their personality types and it helps me understand more about them. Helps me understand how to interact with certain signs and tells a lot when I’m curious of that one person, and it helps me to know what I should do around that person when I feel the need to be closer to that person.

You just get to know a little more about themselves in general before meeting them further more. Each sun sign tells information about the unique personality of an individual and has specific personality traits that tell who the person is like and the type of emotions they are likely to display! I think to figure a person out by understanding enough analysis of a sign is just entertaining at some times.